I've had enough of this I'll make sure there's nothing left for me in this whole world I'll keep hurting you until you see that I'm no good There's no other way for me to let go of the thread That keeps me bound to you so I'm pushing you away I've had enough of this mindless pain I've got nothing worth living for I'm going insane Get away from me I don't fucking need you Because this is my life It's mine to abuse But still I look at myself and I hate That I'm so full of shame For who I am as I push you away I fear dying alone But I'll never say That I want you near Not till my dying day But I still claw at the walls of my grave until my Fingers bleed my voice is gone from all my panicked screams Is there anybody there Is this the end for me I think I got what I wanted let me die in peace I never wanted to live my life this way Tormented by my brain I was always sure that I'd see better days But I can't kill What's inside me And it feels like I'm dying Sometimes I wish that life would forget me I've been lost in the dark so long I can't find what I'm looking for Or where I came from The cold reality facing me now Is that I'm never enough And I won't make it out But still I claw at the walls of my grave Until my fingers bleed My voice is gone from all my panicked screams Is there anyone there Is this the end for me I think I got what I wanted Now let me die in peace I never wanted to live my life this way Tormented by my brain I was always sure that I'd see better days But I can't kill What's inside me And it feels like I'm dying Sometimes I wish that life would forget me I'm gonna pound on the walls until they break away I can't kill What's in me But I'm not Done fighting I can't kill What's in me But I'm not Done fighting I can't kill What's in me But I'm not No I'm not done fighting I never wanted to live my life this way Tormented by my brain I was always sure that I'd see better days But I can't kill What's inside me And it feels like I'm dying Sometimes I wish that life would forget me I'm gonna pound on the walls until they break away Ignite a fire to burn out the dark and show me how to find my way And I can't kill what's inside of me But I'll never stop fighting Until I know that life will never forget me

that's a fun sound I've come undone, unwound cut skin sundown talk about a rough house scuffed knees, hushed mouth toughen up, stutter child From the trees, fuckin wild Running out, cop an ounce claw the walls, make it out ironic how I hate the hounds claw my skin, pick apart show you where the stitches are I don't mean to hide the heart my eyes adjusted to the dark getting used to all the hurt nothing that I do could work they call me rude and terse I'll spit a few to prove it, sure I am the ruiner