I've had enough of this
I'll make sure there's nothing left for me in this whole world
I'll keep hurting you until you see that I'm no good
There's no other way for me to let go of the thread
That keeps me bound to you so I'm pushing you away

I've had enough of this mindless pain
I've got nothing worth living for
I'm going insane
Get away from me I don't fucking need you
Because this is my life
It's mine to abuse
But still I look at myself and I hate
That I'm so full of shame
For who I am as I push you away
I fear dying alone
But I'll never say
That I want you near
Not till my dying day

But I still claw at the walls of my grave until my
Fingers bleed my voice is gone from all my panicked screams
Is there anybody there Is this the end for me
I think I got what I wanted let me die in peace

I never wanted to live my life this way
Tormented by my brain
I was always sure that I'd see better days
But I can't kill
What's inside me
And it feels like
I'm dying
Sometimes I wish that life would forget me

I've been lost in the dark so long
I can't find what I'm looking for
Or where I came from
The cold reality facing me now
Is that I'm never enough
And I won't make it out
But still I claw at the walls of my grave
Until my fingers bleed
My voice is gone from all my panicked screams
Is there anyone there
Is this the end for me
I think I got what I wanted
Now let me die in peace

I never wanted to live my life this way
Tormented by my brain
I was always sure that I'd see better days
But I can't kill
What's inside me
And it feels like
I'm dying
Sometimes I wish that life would forget me
I'm gonna pound on the walls until they break away

I can't kill
What's in me
But I'm not
Done fighting
I can't kill
What's in me
But I'm not
Done fighting
I can't kill
What's in me
But I'm not
No I'm not done fighting

I never wanted to live my life this way
Tormented by my brain
I was always sure that I'd see better days
But I can't kill
What's inside me
And it feels like
I'm dying
Sometimes I wish that life would forget me

I'm gonna pound on the walls until they break away
Ignite a fire to burn out the dark and show me how to find my way
And I can't kill what's inside of me
But I'll never stop fighting
Until I know that life will never forget me