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The first time I heard music like that l was literally paralyzed. I stopped breathing, tried to stop seeing, forget my body, unwilling to let any sense disrupt the purity of what I heard and felt. A feeling I would know again, soon, but under very different circumstances. I wanted to climb into the tiny world it created and live there forever, to memorize every inch of it like a lover’s body.
When I try to explain it to people, they laugh and say “Let me guess…”. But no, that didn't come until later. This was just me, sixteen and still innocent, experiencing something I hadn't known sound could do. Now it’s tied up in other things, the hard, hot euphoria of running farther, faster than I knew I could run, the soft, cool, implacable embrace of morphine. Too many feelings, too many memories; I don’t think I’ll ever have it again the way it was. I’ll have to live with that, for however much longer I live.


released June 27, 2014

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anMech Sacramento, California

An exploration of offensive behavior, gender identity, sexuality, mental instability, and otaku/hikikomori tendencies through the mediums of sampling and hardcore techno by a pastel colored bundle of rage and violence.

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